Sudden Strange Happening!!

When the wind blows around,
I feel somebody is whispering something..
When even I don’t hear any sound,
I feel somebody is saying something..
I find it strange but find stranger when I hear something inside me..


When I take breath,
I feel a fragrance in the environment..
When even I sleep,
I feel the entire world is revolving around..
I don’t get is someone giving me directions to somewhere…..


When I hold something tight,
I feel the more I am loosing that..
When I dream of anything,
I feel the more that is going away..
I wonder if I am choosing or dreaming of wrong things..


When I try a lot to smile,
I feel the more troubles are coming in my way.
When I sit alone and think,
I feel my mind is more in negativity.
I realize the strange happening but don’t know what and why..

In My Memories!!

I still remember the 1st time we met,
When you looked at me 1st time,
when you smiled at me the very 1st time,
Then why everything is so strange now????


I still can recall the time when we talked 1st time,
when your flirt was on its heights,
when finally we became friends after days,
then how did misunderstanding take place????


I still can feel the moment when i saw trust in your eyes,
when you clutched my hands into your,
when you hold me tight in your arms,
then how did this distance raise????


I still can see the dreams we saw together ,
when were making our tiny tiny plans,
when we promised things to do for sure,
then why life become so lonely now????


I still wanna know why you left me in midway,
why did you break those dreams we saw,
why you didn't keep your promises,
tell me why you gone and where you gone????

Strange, yeah???

I always wonder why its too hard to find you around when I actually need you,
I always think why its too hard to predict what is running in your mind!
I always feel why its too hard to get your own way to look into things,
I know what you are, what you think, how you feel but isn't it strange that you always are a mystery to me....
Things seem easier, life becomes smoother, time runs faster when you are here but why everything becomes strange when you are gone???
I always found that life is full of mysteries! Or better to say unsolved ones... the more we try to solve it or find out solutions, we find more mysteries waiting for us. Strange but true, its like a trap or something like that.
Sometimes I wonder, what if we just leave it the way it is and enjoy it to the fullest, but its not that easy always. People say "If you can't find a solution to a problem then stop thinking about it. Its the perfect way to deal with it and stay happy..."
It's strange, isn't it? But why shouldn't we just try it.. So take a chill pill and blow all your tensions, problems and sorrows away!

It Does Works!!

Oh my God, Guess what it actually works. I tried it finally and it actually worked with no failure. 


Oops, sorry, you people must be thinking that what am I talking about. Hey I am talkng about getting relief from tensions and all kind of stress. Its stress buster. So the matter is, from past few days I was so stressed out; well, dipressed kind of... I thought I am totally screwed. I wont get any solution of my problems. Problems were because of my own things like my personal life which became so complicated, tensions were because of my studies on what I was not able to concentrate properly! Everything looked darker then ever around me... Uff.. It was a terrible experience I must say.


so 1 day I decided to spend some time with myself. When I was sitting alone thinking about the things happening around and were quite strange; I suddenly realized that I dint care to get enough time to think about myself lately and might be its been almost a year. Yes, a complete year!! I started evaluating things, my life, my dreams, my ambitions, my works and all. Now when things were in front of me crystal clear then I came to know I've only spoiled everything. My studies were most affected by that. I never thought about that or might be I was too busy in enjoying my life. I always wanted to do something different, something challenging but when the actual time came to decide things I din't care to give importance to it.. I thought 'Yeah, its OK. Let happen whatever is happening. I am anyway a winner'. bullshit... I had to make things happen according to me.


I always believed that 'If its my life then there are supposed to be only my rules'. Thank god there is atleast a thing which I am still following..


Any way I was talking about trowing the tensions away, right?? So I have started settling down my life, setting my goals again and its giving me extreame happiness.. I am actully enjoying it..


Being a person u always loved to be, being a person who is so special for you, being a person who will never leave u and who is all yours. Well, in short being urself is the best thing I have ever felt or discovered. Didn't you?

Wat to do...

'When you feel u r all alone n nobody is there to accompany u,
When you feel u r in darkness n nobody is there to show u the path,
When you feel ur heart has a lot of sorrows n there is no hope to smile,
Then just close ur eyes and think that u r the happiest n luckiest person of the world that god has given u the chance to find out Ur internal strength....'
'When you find u r sad n even sadness has become so high,
When u want to smile but have to sigh,
When u find everything strange as sometime it sigh,
Then just try to recognize the man inside you who is unknown to everyone but most unknown to you....'
"things we think are not easy to do i know,
things we want are not easy to get i know,
things we see are not easy to understand i know,
But we should not give up our hopes and desires b'coz life is not worth even living after that, we must know.. Try ur best to get what u want n if u dnt gt that dnt feel low coz that is bcz v might deserve smthng better..."

life is not about cries n smiles always, its not about get whatever we want always, its not about try to be happy always.. its aboutwhatevr we are getting we must accept it or if u cant accept it as the way it comes u must have guts or enough courage to change you destiny...

crying smiles or smiling tears...(both r meaningful)

sometimes i wonder what if we could stop ourselves by crying everytime, what if we could know what exactly is going to happen, what if we could wash others faces with the brightness of smiles, what if we convert every tear into smile, what if we could make everyone happy, what if we could share our every bit of joy with everyone, what if we could be with our loved ones always, what if we could get what we want to, what if we could throw all our tensions in a single blow of air and a billions of wishes run in d mind then i realize if our every wish could be done there will be no reason of living, no adventures at all, no surprises and anything.. no????.. whever we cry for something\ someone, feel happy for something\someone, give somthing for someone that really means that something or someone really means a lot to us.. if there would be no cries no one will get what matters for then a lot..
sometime when we have lots of pain in heart or want to cry and still have to smile to make others happy then our crying smiles give us terrible pain..
sometimes when we feel so happy that even our tears roll out, these smiling tears give us a reason of living...
so whenever u feel like do anything just do that without even worrying about people who are not even concerned about you..

what i want.....

I dont want you to promise me big heavens,
just set a warm place in your heart where nobody else can enter..
I dont want you to sit or walk with me always,
just be with me in every decision i make or every step i take..
I dont want you to share your happiness with me always,
just remember i am always there whenevr u r blue or lonly..
I dont want you to understand whatever i say,
just try to understand what i dont say..
I dont want you to be the best one around,
just want to say you are the best one the way you are..
I dont want you to be perfect,
just wanna remind you that your imperfectness makes you the perfect one..