For those who "Matter"..!!

A note about visiting an "Old Age Home"...!!


"Merry Christmas" I said and smiled,

Seeing all the lights and wishes piled..

Ain't you happy seeing faces around,

What stops you to make any sound..!

She looked at me without any movement,

All I could see there was no excitement..

I could feel the storm behind that calm look,

Seemed there was nothing left for her to brook..!

I looked around at those other hundred feet,

Being happy was hard as life was discreet..

Those hands who made their kids walk every mile,

How they could put them away just like in a while.!! 

Times when Unfair..!!

"What???" I looked at him surprisingly and yeah, obviously after that fight of last night it was such a surprise to see him standing next to my bed early morning. He almost scared me.

"I made you breakfast and tea. Wake up or you will be late for work" he said.

If it would have been like a normal day I would have overwhelmed with joy but those words of last night were still fresh in my head.

I looked at the clock, turned my head towards wall and again went to sleep "No work today, I am taking a break, will go out somewhere with friends".

I could feel him standing next to me still waiting for me to wake up but as I said it wasn't another day. All his lies and the act of disloyalties stood up against him and stopped me from melting once again. I felt like kneading my head. It was already paining badly because of the tears outflow whole night.

"Okay, and yeah, I have cleansed the kitchen too so you take care" and he left for work.

How much effort a sorry would cause him. and even if he says sorry would I be able to be the same ever again.

Was it my fault that I made my world go around nothing but only him? Did I expected more than I deserved by any chance? 

                Not I guess. Instead of breakfast a break was much needed I suppose.

Life's Own Way...!!

I wasn't really sure if it was an illusion,

It was hard to reach to any conclusion,

All Reasons were evident as I could see,

But still my soul din't crave to be free,

I wondered where my life was heading,

No directions I could see but was gliding,

Relying on the fate was the only option I felt,

let life make its way and problems would melt.

Things were not tragic if we see them other way,

Everything gets fine all you have to do is just stay.

Life always has its very own way to move ahead,

Only hope and love we can live upon and then spread.

Questions and even more of them..!!

We do feel empty and alone quite often, don't we? 

Life seems meaningless and peculiar, doesn't it? 

What do we want to generate and live basically? What is it really of which need we are not able to figure out and then fabricate?  

May be its just a change in the routine life we all are seeking but knowingly or unknowingly we refuse to adopt it or may be its just our belief system is so adamant that we don't even want to get out of it and face the reality.

Are we really so weak to face it or its just we don't want to get out of our comfort zone even if it doesn't give us the same comfort which we used to feel being teenagers. 

Too many questions on a tiny brain and a trap of feelings and thoughts all around. Which way to go and what to follow; deciding this is not as easy as it sounds.  

What seems the best is only an escape form everything what bothers you but it isn't so easy..!

Is it...???

Silly Pilly!! :D

Banta Singh decided to write the MBA exam. He could understand every thing except for the LOGIC part. One day when he was reading, Rajiv came home.
 
Rajiv: Zailsinghji How is your MBA preparation?
 
Banta Singh: Every thing is fine, but I could not understand Logic.
 
Rajiv: Logic is very easy.
 
Banta Singh: Can you give me an example, so that I can understand.
 
Rajiv: OK. Do you have fish pot in your house?
 
Banta: YES.
 
Rajiv: Logically, there will be water in it.
 
Bantal: YES.
 
Rajiv: Logically, there will be fish in it.
 
Zail: YES.
 
Rajiv: Logically, someone will be feeding the fish.
 
Banta: YES.
 
Rajiv: I take a guess that your wife will be feeding the fish.
 
Banta: YES.
 
Rajiv: so, logically, your are married.
 
Banta: YES.
 
Rajiv: So, that means U are a heterosexual.
 
Banta Singh was very glad and he understood logic. Next day he sees Butasingh and he was 
also preparing for MBA.
 
Banta: How is your MBA preparation?
 
Buta: Everything is fine except for the logic.
 
Banta: Oh, logic is easy.
 
Buta: Please, give me an example.
 
Banta: Do you have a fish pot in your house?
 
Buta: NO, I don't.
 
Banta Screamed: You bloody HOMO!!!

World Cup Fever..!!

Everywhere World Cup fever was there,

Loud applause only thing you could hear,

India seemed to have a persuasive power,

Sachin made like rain of runs every over,

Joy fills in us when the runs riches all,

Cup is all ours if we perform well overall,

A new Story!!

I stopped and looked back at him,

That glow of my face had become dim,

He waved his hand at me with a smile,

We'll be walking away now every mile,

That love and care suddenly seemed to fade,

We never knew life even has this dark shade,

The pain may was identical or may not be,

Feeling was different as it wasn't any spree;

I felt an ache in head as things came like volley,

Dual state of mind but pretends to take it easily;

It was the time that we bid each other good bye,

We knew it wont be easy but we had to try,

I walked off thinking about that each day of glory,

then thought but this is the beginning of a new story!!