That Way!!

You do feel tantalize,

Things get complicated

Sometimes even before you realize,

Reality haunting all around,

Then heart crave for ease,

Ears wait to hear just one sound,


You wake next day with a smile,
Everything seems different
Like instant; just in a while,

Love is dainty, if you care,

Just look at it carefully

You just need to be aware.

Even Before You Know It!!

I looked at the clock. The time didn’t seem to move only. The situation was fidgeted.

"Damn!!! Can't sleep" I screamed.

Though I have been thinking about so many things; observed every minute thing of my room; still it was only quarter past eleven in night.The wait really seemed never ending.

Sleeping on the bed I looked at my phone so many times. The wait and the feeling almost made me anxious. It was like someone just enters in your life, becomes really so important and you still wondering about what it is.

Though just friends was just too less to mention; It wasn’t like I was felling in love but I never felt this affinity for anyone ever before. It was different. A different feeling and attachment for what I could not get any answers. The more I tried to be reasonable to myself the more complicated it was getting. Something I can not explain. Suddenly it seemed like my “A Open Book” life had a mystery within. A trap which looks all solved until you really try to solve it.

And a beep made me come back in reality from my wonder thoughts land. I looked at the phone and picked up. I felt an unknown smile gliding across my lips. ‘All questions has answers’ I used to think; well, not anymore.

What Makes A Difference!!

Sitting on the edge of that broken bed; I looked at that thin black figure lying down on the same bed near me. Her senses were blacking out with every breathe she tried to take.

“Life isn’t fair and juicy always but still you have to live with it. Either accept it or put your entire self into it to make it according to you” I thought.

Dealing with domestic violence all her life and now struggling with death still she didn’t want to file a complaint against her husband. It really stressed me out. Need of education and improvement of life was clearly seen.

I couldn’t help it or do anything but it made my determination of working for society towards the improvement, even stronger. To do something what really makes a difference. 

If could put a STOP!!!

Everything seemed so uneasy just in a blink. They were friends and they still are; but she never expected this to happen between them or may be there was something she sensed already but could never believe it as she never wanted it to happen. Sharing those warm talk or thoughts on few occasions initially would lead them till here, she didn’t imagine ever.

What is going on? What is it she has a feeling of but doesn’t really know? Heights on confusions it was. He was a decent person; a really nice friend and kind heart human who gives respect to everyone but still this wasn’t something she could carry comfortably.

She thought of few things, few past days and few talks but still it wasn’t really enough to decide something delicate like that.

She had just one option finally “going with the flow and let everything happen the way it’s supposed to.”

Taking a deep breathe she smiled looking out of window. Life isn’t always the way you plan it. It can be even beautiful than that sometimes.

If I could have just one wish!!

       If I could have just one wish,

I would tell the time to rewind in blink,

       If I could have just one wish,

I would meet you out there once again,

      If I could have just one wish,

We would fall deep in love once again; 

      If I could have just one wish,

I would have you all over once again;

       If I could have just one wish,

I would see you smiling around again;

      If I could have just one wish,
I would have asked god to be bit kind; 


        If I could have just one wish,

I wouldn’t let you go you away anyhow,

       If I could have just one wish,

You would see how alone I am here now,

       
        If I could have just one wish,

You could see my life so empty without you;

        If I could have just one wish,

No occasion would have been without you;

        If I could have just one wish,

There would be love and only love all around;

       If I could have just one wish,

It would be only you or just all about you..

Somethings Sometimes!!

Cheerful faces and handful of happiness,

Even calling that bliss would be less;

A small life was lying there quite in my arms; it is my only life I felt that time. I looked at my husband; saw him standing there near the door with wet eyes. What a feeling. A life came on earth through me.

I looked at my dad, saw him smiling with tears. I smiled at him and he whispered “now you would realize that I wasn’t abrasive, it was my concern for this small piece of life which to die for.”

My husband approached and bounded us both in his strong arms; “I thought I almost lost you today. How could I bear such a huge loss? Thanks god for everything” and I felt drenched with emotions and tears.

I felt so happy that my operation made my atheist husband believe in God.

A small life brought ever shining smiles and charms to our lives.

Horror from Past!!!

It was conniption. They really made her aghast. She stood there blank, looked at the empty street and rushed towards home. It was all janky from every corner. They ruined everything. 


She closed the door behind and broke into tears. What they want from me, why are doing this to me? I never did anything bad to them as I don’t even know them. Who are they and why are they following me?  So many thoughts kept creeping in her horrified mind.  Is it something related to my past, did they find me, do they know who am I? 


Oh Lord, please save me. How long the ghosts of my past will scare me? She crashed on bed and scooch over to get the remote. A bit of music might help her to relax her senses a bit.