Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Adios Mumbai..!

Many options I had; just too many to rely on. Just a lot to struggle for and think about over and over. The state of indecision made me anxious. Just so tired and lifeless. Which way I should choose? Should I keep trying or just let the fate take me where it thinks I belong? Confusions and more of them. Just too much to take.

Okie it all what I have written sounds really heavy but trust me It really was though it was just about choosing a college out of six completely nice options I had. Moving away from the city, friends, people I love the most, my family, the atmosphere I was used to, the sea shore, marine drive and so many other things wasn't that easy but some how I have to manage.

I moved here 2 years back leaving my all college memories behind, my friends, loved ones everyone and everything behind. I still remember those days when I used to sit by the window seeing people roaming with their friends and really cry loud with tears at home. It was me who used to walk alone on the road thinking no one would really care if I even get lost in the madding every time running crowd. But slowly it grew on me and I grew matured with it. The locals and the rains. The Street Foods at the Sea Shore. Walking in the sand bare foot not realizing when the sky grew darker. Seeing the sunset sitting on Marine Drive and seeing those friends laughing. Everything just so special, too much to remember and even lot to love about.

So here is the day I am sitting here writing my last post from Mumbai. I may come back to the city but not any time soon for sure. May be in a year or can be never. I am moving to Bangalore tomorrow; the pub city or Garden city or Silicon Valley of India. Life takes you every where you never even thought you would ever move to. So I am moving from here; bidding good bye to the city I could feel mine after long, the city which made me fall in love with it. The city which adapted me within so smoothly.  

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Only If..!

Only if the feelings were still alive and soul wasn't ceased,
Only if things would have been the way you could feel pleased..!

Only if the tiny things don't look nasty because of the Ego,
Only if you just stick to people you love and don't just let go..!

Only if you could hold my hand tight and cared to talk,
Only if you could wait bit longer and we shared a walk..!

Only if the world go the way you think it really would,
Only if you dream impossible and work the way you should..!

Only if  the warmness of heart doesn't start to feel like heat,
Only if the records were set for the love and you could beat..!

Only if it was really so easy to move on and heal a wound,
Only if the breaking the hearts and hopes could make a sound..!