Wednesday, January 28, 2009


Now I've realized that I'm alone,

At first I thought I'm not alone,
All the problems I have I fight it on my own,

I cry with no one care for me,
The world, just look and pass by
Then stop and ask why I cry,

I'm breathing in the air that is filled with evil
The more I breathe it more grows inside me

And nothing I can do since I'm alone,
Now being kind I see is not good,
People turn to hate for the good things you do.

I sleep crying not knowing how will be tomorrow
May be I might smile or continue crying,

Now I have learned how life is all about....
You birth alone to face a life and to struggle,
When you get older you get more foes then friends,
Then your best friends turn to be your great enemies

I know that I am alone,
It is me and I and nobody else,
I will be alone till the death.

love is pain?????

is there anything called true love????? people say they love someone truly but when somebody ask them that do they even think about being together they stare u like u've asked them that have they seen god recently..... different people different views but the main thing is that u have to care about ur loved ones, u have to think that hw they feel about you.. in my views love is that in which the happiness of another person is essential to ur own. love is always bestowed as a gift- freely, willingly and without expectations. we dont love to be loved, we just love to love but we dont love to gt hurt always. some people say if u cant cry for someone u cant love someone n i feel somehow its a bitter truth. u cant stop urself by cryng for someone, caring for someone... thts why love is completely helpless.. expressing urself to someone is such a tough job because u dont know how the other person will take it, hw he\she will react, will he\she make fun of ur feelngs and blah blah but after tellng ur feelngs u feel free..
If somebody can not respect you he\she cant love you. if someone love you he\she will not want you to change urself. u will not have to do some kind of compromise, specially those which put effect on ur values.. he\she will love u as the way u are.. and yup its the most lovely thing on the earth if u have someone who thinks abt u, cares abt u and most of the all love u TRUELY...

Monday, January 19, 2009

trust urself...

well there are very few times when we even hate ourselves for taking some wrong dicesions but we always just love the way we are. some times in life we have to face a lots of problem to know the reality of life better.. so the best way to come out of all the stress is to trust urself. just think whwtevr u do is best then only we will never dare to let urself down and will do definitly best. never do compromise with your values and principles for anyone who even do not care for u,.. i know we people have to do compro with a lotz of thinks, in lotz of matters but when the question of self esteem comes, when the matter of values come doing compro is not a good idea... Remember one thing the person who likes u, a person who loves u he\she always admires u for what u r, not for what u r trying to be... so do always believe and trust urself if u want others to respect you. be calm and humble bt never make urself too much flexible that anybody can bent u as they want.. that is it..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

some moments

Moments or better to say few memorable moments mean a lot to everyone, yeah????... they make our life pricious.. make us smile or sometime cry.. make us happy or sometime left us sad.. then also we used to recall moments..
when i was in school i used to recall my moments of childhood, i was in hostel i used to miss my days i spent at home doin things or pranks my mom dad never liked as they used to tell me to grow up, now when i am in college i used to think about the time when i was in school where i spent time wid frens in hostel, bunked classes, stole things from hostel mess, did pranks mostly after midnight(thats why i got a compliment that whenevr i smile it seems like my mind is too busy in making some plans.. he he...)n a lot and sometimes break into tears... now when i am going to complete my college and we will be too much busy in settel down our lives and things we gonna miss it...
why its too hard to keep everything as the way its goin on or as the way its happening...?????
why we always have to move on and leave everything behind....????
why always we realize things after everything is done and nothing is left...????
Isnt it stange we dont give priority to things what we have and always run behind things....?????
well i dont think anyone have answers of these questions or might be everybody think so too... might be a lots of people are searching for d answers too...
People dont have time to think about things which are not generally known, once they get some time to think i think we will get answers of all queries...

Saturday, January 3, 2009

life is tough..

its my first post in my blog so do not exactly know what and how to write... when i was a kid i used to think that life is too easy.. its just as it seems to be.. but when i grew up i came to know the bitter truths of it. its really not like as it seems to be. its very tough and hard to survive without your dear and near ones.. when i was in school i got best pals of my life.. they were just like my family to me. but with the increase in my age the dark side of the life appeared in front of me. i lost my most loved aunty. it was the worst day of my life during school days. i dont remember any other bad experience of mine during those days. then i came to college, i met people, we came close then closer and finally became friends and you know what, got ditched.. sometimes i think the word Friend is completly fake but yeah i know thats not that true... there are a few ones who think about us, care for us and love us.. we can consider them as a reason. A reason of our survival. They are not fake, their care is not fake.
we really need good people to live with, to trust and to share urself. but we should be careful before making friends.