Wednesday, February 23, 2011

What Makes A Difference!!

Sitting on the edge of that broken bed; I looked at that thin black figure lying down on the same bed near me. Her senses were blacking out with every breathe she tried to take.

“Life isn’t fair and juicy always but still you have to live with it. Either accept it or put your entire self into it to make it according to you” I thought.

Dealing with domestic violence all her life and now struggling with death still she didn’t want to file a complaint against her husband. It really stressed me out. Need of education and improvement of life was clearly seen.

I couldn’t help it or do anything but it made my determination of working for society towards the improvement, even stronger. To do something what really makes a difference. 

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

If could put a STOP!!!

Everything seemed so uneasy just in a blink. They were friends and they still are; but she never expected this to happen between them or may be there was something she sensed already but could never believe it as she never wanted it to happen. Sharing those warm talk or thoughts on few occasions initially would lead them till here, she didn’t imagine ever.

What is going on? What is it she has a feeling of but doesn’t really know? Heights on confusions it was. He was a decent person; a really nice friend and kind heart human who gives respect to everyone but still this wasn’t something she could carry comfortably.

She thought of few things, few past days and few talks but still it wasn’t really enough to decide something delicate like that.

She had just one option finally “going with the flow and let everything happen the way it’s supposed to.”

Taking a deep breathe she smiled looking out of window. Life isn’t always the way you plan it. It can be even beautiful than that sometimes.

If I could have just one wish!!

       If I could have just one wish,
I would tell the time to rewind in blink,

       If I could have just one wish,
I would meet you out there once again,

      If I could have just one wish,
We would fall deep in love once again; 

      If I could have just one wish,
I would have you all over once again;

       If I could have just one wish,
I would see you smiling around again;

      If I could have just one wish,
I would have asked god to be bit kind; 

        If I could have just one wish,
I wouldn’t let you go you away anyhow,

       If I could have just one wish,
You would see how alone I am here now,
        If I could have just one wish,
You could see my life so empty without you;

        If I could have just one wish,
No occasion would have been without you;

        If I could have just one wish,
There would be love and only love all around;

       If I could have just one wish,
It would be only you or just all about you..

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Somethings Sometimes!!

Cheerful faces and handful of happiness,
Even calling that bliss would be less;

A small life was lying there quite in my arms; it is my only life I felt that time. I looked at my husband; saw him standing there near the door with wet eyes. What a feeling. A life came on earth through me.

I looked at my dad, saw him smiling with tears. I smiled at him and he whispered “now you would realize that I wasn’t abrasive, it was my concern for this small piece of life which to die for.”

My husband approached and bounded us both in his strong arms; “I thought I almost lost you today. How could I bear such a huge loss? Thanks god for everything” and I felt drenched with emotions and tears.

I felt so happy that my operation made my atheist husband believe in God.

A small life brought ever shining smiles and charms to our lives.